Now I know why.

I have soo many assignments: essays, reports, and exams to study for this week.

And i just had to do it last minute.

I think i didnt know why i didnt stress out earlier. I guess because B was here so
the place was pretty calm.

And now that he's gone i've realised the mess i have now put myself in. I told so
many people i was going to cry. I didnt know it was actually going to happen.
I walked out of the toilet just then with blood shot eyes. What an idiot i am. Im hoping this
stupid assessment will be done by 4 am. So then i can at least get like 3 hours sleep. And then crash tomorrow when i get home. But then then i have stupid MPO to do.

then theres all this YFC registration i have to do. Currently trying to get isabel and amy to come along.

I think B picked up that i was kinda messed up and stressed about this whole thing. Coz joey randomnly sent me a msg asking if i was alright lol. Well i;m going to try and keep calm for the new few weeks. And pray that God will be with me, to guide me through this stressful time