Mid - Sem Break chyeaaah

So I've re-evaluated the things i need to do for the rest of the semester.


Take early walks.

This is so I'm more focused on things I must do everyday, and so I'm not just sleeping in and wasting time. Hopefully by doing this on a regular basis, I will be more alert and attentive, so that I can succeed in whatever I want to [maybe not accounting though grrr].


Reflection Time :)

Well im hoping that maybe before and after I go to uni [which ever] I can spare some time to go to church, or if not church, somewhere quiet like a park or something. This is so I can stay calm, focused, and keep a positive attitude for everything.

errr Spend more time on accounting!?

After today's exam I have realised that if I don't start working my ass off in this boring subject, I may just fail which would be a waste of time and money. I don't want to be like this girl in one of the U:PASS sessions who is in 2nd yr and had to redo the subject again. And she even admitted that she didn't do anything in the subject the first time around, as in she never did her homework, never attended lectures and never attended tutorials. All this she proclaimed while drawing love hearts on the group poster.

So yeahh I need to fix that up.

Um other things on my mind right now is that Credo thing. Just when i thought I had the gutts to quit it... I dont. Grrr Please someone help me.


Ohh and I know this might sound weird, but I really think the guy above is on my side. I mean He always was, but I can sense it becoming greater due to my change of attitude in the past week. Like last night, just when I thought I was seriously screwed for the exam, someone sends me their group's notes which had the answers!!! Although that wouldve helped me heaps ages ago, it still did something!

Ohhh and I also watched The Hills and although I'm not a huge fan of it because it is like soo scripted and fake at times, I really liked todays episode. It was something about Whitney and Lauren going to Paris for Teen Vogue photoshoot. And they showed Paris and I was just like love ;)

And Lauren met some guy and he took her around on his scooter and I was just like love ;)
It was just soo cute and romantic. And I was just thinking how funny it is that I don't exactly know how to ride a bike... so learning how to, with some hottie, on the streets of Paris would be a dream!!! Paris definitely on my list. What list, I dunno yet, but on one of em LOL

So yeahh ... I'm just sitting here on the lounge... home alone I think... trying to organise so many things in my head [mainly uni related stuff], but also financial wise. I mean I'm 18 now and I'm starting to feel a bit hopeless coz I don't have a job and yadah ydah. Like I don't want to keep asking my parents for money... thats just slack. And I really need to be more independent. Like this weekend I have two 18ths and I dunno how I'm going to survive that... then I have that Credo social thing, which I should be out of anyway, and then the YFC camp - although Ive already paid for half of it-. So exactly how that New Zealand thing is going to happen ... I dunno now.

Like I said its either we win the lotto before then (!!!) or I get a job ASAP and work my ass off. Which I dunno if its worth it, expecially if I can't handle all the uni work since the conference is in July, and I would need to focus on uni work more than other work!

Mehh so many things to think about. Just when I think everything is cool, something pops up. I will have plenty of time to think about this, especially since I now have just under 2 weeks of uni break... Ohhhh Yerrr. =)