Emo-tion

So its monday. Handed in that stupid freakn CITP assignment.




And then had to endure 3 hours of the boring workshop.


Now Im printing MPO notes and hoping praying that i will get through this. I dunno why but lately i've been all emo. I think its all the stress and knowing people know about it. I mean not that i'm trying to hide it or anything. I'm glad they actually care. Like beside the random messages i got from Nz cousins, I Tita Dona also told me on fb chat (lol) that she was proud of me. And that it is my future, so the only person i need to impress and not let down is me :) aint that sweet.


Well im happy and thankful to God that im surrounded by people who care. I just need to see it more and not take things for granted.


OMGOSH i just totally had to stop typing coz i got all teary.


Anyway i think its just this feeling of being not homesick...but lost. And I just miss so many people right now. Expecially Lolo in the Philippines... I badly want to go and visit, and see him and everyone else.




WTH is wrong with me... I wont stop crying LOL.





Anyway i went on fb to see this message thing from God. Its an application and i was just curious...and this is what it said:

" On this day of your life, Simone, we believe God wants you to know... that
you are a human being, not a human doing:

Take time to just be, breathe slowly, to feel your body that is the temple of
your soul. No activities, no worries, no buzzing."

Well I wish i could do just that but i know its not going to do me any good failing these subjects.

I think after these exams im going to have to plan my relaxation and reflection times. Because it may actually be more worthwhile, instead of me thinking that is exactly what im doing every day, then wasting my time, when i have soo many assignments, then panicing like this. Indeed it is insane and i have completely lost my point and blabbering on now.

Back to study :(