The dog just farted. Lovely.

So its 12:36am and i dont think i can take this crap any longer. 

I'm on the floor mattress and Beau decided to place himself within the sheets and tuck himself under the pillow. 

And i just had to sit next to its butt. And its random release of funky odour is not going to help me keep awake... or maybe even alive. This stuff stinks nastyyy.

I wonder if God purposely gave me such a hard time because i havnt really paid attention to Him recently. I mean, i felt like i was too busy to thank Him for things everyday and didnt really make the effort to go to church. 

So i feel as if all this energy ive have been putting into Programming has been a waste because i've basically done nothing productive.

And i thought it was a good thing that the Fullers came this week during my midsem break. What i didnt realise was that this assignment is killing me slowly. And i hate this, because i feel like if i dont socialise and play with them or whatever, i will be deemed as anti social. And if i do, then i will fall sooooo behind on this friggin assignment.

I dont even remember how much this assignment is worth, but i know i have to try my best in it coz the final exam is worth 50% and we need to at least pass the Final Exam to be able to past the whole subject. Damn its @!#$ of a subject.

Why am i doing an IT degree again?

Well God, i'm going to attempt fixing this issue of mine and stop pushing you away this week. It's going to be a week of hell for sure, but i will fight it. 

Fight excellence. Well at least strive for it. 

I.             Must..             Remember. . . 

All For YOU!