Nobody told me there would be days like this. . .

Grrrr.

This day was soo not how i wanted it to be.

First of all it was my last day at NCR today. Here I was thinking that I would have a pretty easy day. You know, where the only thing i would have to worry about was directing people on the phones to the right department and people etcetc.

BUT NO!

The Calendar in Microsoft Outlook decided to fail on me! Like i could send and receive emails, open and view the Meeting Room Appointments. BUT i COULD NOT open the most important calendar - the parking spots >.<

Like seriously. It kept coming up with this message saying "blah blah blah Microsoft Explorer Server is currently unavailable. Please connect or something something" fah@#$@#

And then so many people were calling up saying they tried booking as well, but it said it was undelivered etc etc (so i guess it was not my fault right!? RIGHT!?!) OMGAHHH

So I basically told them the truth. That I could not book a car spot for them as we were having trouble accessing the car spot calendar. And if there was a vacant spot, then just take it :S

And i got soo many people helping me on the computer to try and fix it ... and NOTHING!

So eventually I lodged the problem on the NCR Help Desk. And they decide to get to me 4 hrs later... at 4:40pm ... less than an hr before I was meant to leave!!!

And the friggin call took half an hour... and nothing even happened in the end! Like WTH! So i wasted half an hour on the phone with some women from india who was trying to solve it, only to finish with nothing! And to make things worse i was late for my 6pm Programming Fundamentals tute, so i went to central and skipped it, and went to the labs. And i opened the tute notes and was like WT@#$#$! So i wasted the rest of my time there, thinking i should just go to my 7pm lab and at least learn something, and get the 2% that its worth. 

But I COULD NOT BE BOTHERED!

Gahhh and I all ready skipped soooooo many lectures so basically I will have to confess to Joey that i broke our pact :S

I'm going to go INSANE!

And its not only Programming that I'm behind in, its also Websystems & Economics!

So I went to the library and borrowed all the old editions of the Programming Textbooks that i need, and hopefully i will at least get something out of that! And it was sooooo friggin heavy, that i think my shoulders might eventually become dislocated or something!

Gahhh AND this is going to look so bad when Nina gets back tomorrow. Hopefully it didnt leave a bad impression of me and I pray to God that it's all just a little tiny technical error that won't cause such a big hassle. FUDGE! My reputation at NCR is now at risk >:|

Well hopefully its all just nothing. I also have to organise the next YFC meeting since Crystal will be busy organising camp and stuff. PLEASE GOD HELP ME!

On a much brighter note, hopefully this will help me calm down a bit. I think it's trying to say that all things happen for a reason. And whether it's bad or good we just have to accept it, knowing that it's His plan for us. And after all He wants nothing but the best for us. Right?

On this day of your life, Simone, we believe God wants you to know ... that all is well.
	What could you not accept, if you but knew that everything that happens, all events, past, present, and to come, are gently planned by One Whose only purpose is your good?