Never again.

Yeah I have never felt so tired in my life.

I really wanna shut my eyes, but the last time I went to be at about 6:15 I shut my eyes and didn't wake up till 9:30, and so I was late for CITP because I did the report that morning.

And I can't afford to be late for this 60% Accounting exam which is in 3hours. I mean recently I havnt been able to rely on my TWO mobile phones, and I doubt Mum or Dad or anyone else here is going to be up before 9. I mean hello its a Saturday! Who dosn't sleep in on a Saturday when its cold and mehhh 

I just wanna shut my eyes for a couple of secs but I have to revise for the exam. Have to.

And OMGSH I think I've gone through all the stages of an All - Nighter now... as stated in a Facebook group haha seriously accurate to my past night/ early morning:

1. Denial (9.34 pm)- "I can finish this in the next hour. Pfft I might even have time for some facebook whilst I do it." 2. Anger (11.22 pm) - "Why the fuck do they want to me to write 2000+ words on the rare fungi found only on the tallest in the middle of the densest forests in PNG?!!! WHERE THE FUCK IS KUNDIAWA?!!!" 3.Bargaining (11.43 pm) - "If I drink two redbulls I could make it to the morning and I would be able to finish this. But if I send in a note now I might be able to get an extension since I remember a friend saying I could ask for one as long as its not on the due date. Its not midnight yet. But then again I have heard Coffee is more effective and enhances the thinking process..well 6 mugs should do the trick." 4.Depression (2.46 am) - "Ok. I'm now totally fucked.I'm going to fail this unit because of this stupid assignment. Then I'd have to repeat the whole bloody unit again next semester. What a way to waste a semester. fml" 5. Acceptance (5.21 am) - "So what if I get just over 50%. Its a pass. I wonder who is still on Facebook?"

Except the Acceptance bit has come now at 6:20. Still going to pray I get through it though.

Ummm WTH. Monica just opened my door (keep in mind it takes a while to open when its fully shut, so I know when someone is coming) walks towards me where I am sitting on the bed with the laptop, stares at the screen, then walks out without saying a word.