Sad. Sad. Sad.

So I just set myself up in the living room. I should take a pic coz its not something I do every night.

Basically Im all rugged up in front of the fireplace. Everyone is asleep so its dead silent. And I'm ready to do my 3000 word MPO essay. Please God don't let the fire die on me!!!

Anyway so many sad things happened today. First of all there is Yeon who has been crying non stop all day because of her situation. She hasnt exactly been treated well here in Australia in terms of her internship, I really feel for her. She really wants to just go home back in Korea but her mother wants her to stay here for another 6 months. And I don't think she can handle it anymore.

And then theres Monica who says she wants to cover her birthmark because from now on McDonald's is making her tie her hair back. I hope she sees that its not really that bad and there people worse off.

Ohh and then there is Ate's wedding. Here I was thinking it was like small wedding in New Zealand next month or something, but theyre actually heading back to the Philippines to have it. Its really sad because for a while now, ever since we got news of their engagement, I always pictures us (as in mum, dad, rosemarie & monica) having fun there when we go for the wedding ceremony. And to find out that they're going to have it really soon, and we're not going to be there for it... well its kinda sad. I'm prob going to cry when it gets closer. Because I really miss them, and I just loved the idea of us all being there with Lolo and one big reunion like the old times ;(

I guess not everything goes to plan. And things happen for a reason.

But PG for OLC. It's not booked yet but mother dearest said we can book it by Friday. I'm going to be soo excited!

In the mean time I need to study my ass off for uni. I'm so behind. But for some odd reason though I'm actually excited for this MPO essay. Maybe coz I have more confidence now than the last time (When B was here and that week I thought i was gna have a massive breakdown) and I'm actually starting it early, well earlier than last time anyway xD