calmed down

so a few hours later ive kinda calmed down... not that i or anyone else should forgive me for my...manners or wotevs its called.

Anyway for the past few hours ive been in the room playing the guitar learning Thinking of you by Katy Perry and im pretty confident i will be really good at it by the end of the day..

AND because of my stupid sleeping pattern i dont plan on going back to sleep till tonight which is kinda crazy

But im sure its the only way to get myself back to normal.

In the meanwhile until they wake up (coz i obviously cant play all night in case they all wake up and think WTF) so yeah im just gonna watch some more videos which teach strumming. i know wtf, its only strumming but it never EVER sounds right when i do it EVER

So yeah and hopefully i will be alright at it and i can post a youtube video...omfg that remind me i got to get my TikTok video ready for panto coz i promised id upload a vid for her on her bday :|
ohh and mullens too gahhh im gna be busy

AND i got to redo my stupid resume otherwise they will keep telling me to apply for centrelink or some shizz

AND i got to get into my pjs and pretend i actually had some sleep or else my parents will go nutts

So yeah till then......hopefully the day will be much better with my head being more clearer (even with no sleep!?)