P . M . S .

Philip . Miguel . Simone .

04.10.2010

Procrastinating and watching Vampire Diaries in the First Year IT lounge.

 

I have had so many mixed feelings today about a lot of things. One being stressed out and paranoid and worried about stupid programming.

I just have this weird feeling that I'm going to get caught doing you know what. 

Which is why i;m kinda glad i went to the outing today in the city with Philip, Miguel, Dot, Chun and Ryan. We went to this really nice Asian retaurant in China Town and had lunch. I need to remember the name lol because it was yummy! We had this butter pankcake things and it was yummehh! Ohh and the satay sauce was d e  l i s h !

And then we went to maccas for dessert with what was left of the change. And kinda chilled in Hyde Park and St. Mary's.

I wish i had more days like today. Just sit with friends and just chill. 

Even though today it was pretty obvious i had this dumb assignment on my mind.

Then i went back to try fixing my codes at uni while they went to watch a movie. And then after Phil aka my future bestie and Migs came to Building 10. And we chilled in the IT Lounge.

FARROUT soo friggin worried about this. Cant wait till Summer holidays and just start fresh with my mindset at Uni. Though when uni does come to an end this sem, i hope it's a good end. As in nothing extreme happened and i will look back at times like this and think pffftt Why did i worry so much for!?. 

Please God.

But yeah even though nothing was working with my program today and i could not get any more than 60/100, i guess i need to calm down and reflect and Praise God! 

P r a i s e   G o d that nothing extremely bad happened today. 

Yes today was boring, but praise God nothing bad happened to anyone.  

P r a i s e   G o d for my family.

I think i tend to take things for granted, even the smallest things like my Dad picking me up from the station at night when i get back from uni. Or my mum leaving dinner for me when i get home late. Praise God that i even get to eat. I see so many people everyday busking or begging for money on the dirty streets in the city, and i tend to ignore them or hurry pass them, and not even think about the things they are going through.

P r a i s e   G o d that i have the most beautiful friends.

Today I tried to hide all this stress about my assignments, but obviously i couldnt hide it for too long, and i have the most awesomest friends who are so understanding and caring and and just awesome :). And praise God for my other friends who have helped me with things, whether it be parts of my assignment, or just took the time to listen to my problems and help me sort them out.

I guess at this point I can't do much about it anyway, and I just have to try my best with the rest of my assignments. And everything else is in God's hands.