Show me some sheep yall

So the Fullers are coming sometime tomorrow, and seeing as Monica and I are leaving on Thursday (3 days before they leave), I decided to start packing my clothes now and write out lists. Because time will definitely be tight.

I had a 3 way chat tonight with Isabel and Mullens, and they have so many things planned these holidays, especially in the next week, especially Isabel! And jeeze that woman can talk fast!

But yeah while I was talking to them it hit me that OLC is in less than a week. I mean, for a person who only joined just over a month ago, one can expect me to be excited but nervous at the same time :\

Like I seriously don't know what to expect. Someone said at the delegation party that for first timers like me, you can expect crying! I was like D:

So yeah obviously the camp will involve a lot of worship and activities that will make us all unite as one community, for the one person we live for... seriously when I thought about my new years resolutions earlier in the year, and one of em was to be more grateful, I thought I would accomplish it by doing more volunteer work or something like through vinnies, or by changing my attitude about things. Like I never thought I'd join YFC and accomplish it through all this. And I'm only starting to get to know people, but the people I've met so far have just inspired me already in so many ways. I guess He works in mysterious ways, and this is just one of em. It's like I was pulled to join and be part of it. And its not just that either, like I am not forced to stay in all this. I can easily pull away and say its not for me. But I seriously feel that it is for me. I mean God gave us life, and so we should live in ways that show how thankful we are ... I don't know how to explain it. But yeah basically we should live life according to Him. 

I seriously want to continue in all this and Serve Him in many ways. Hopefully when I come back from OLC I will have a stronger relationship with Him. Understand Him better and just have more trust in Him and His powerful ways. I just want to understand my faith more. And not just go to church, be giving out the Eucharist and not understand what its all about. I mean that just dosent seem fair to Him.

So yeah. I'm ready for this. I know its not a holiday, its kinda like one of those mission thingys. Well its a leaders conference. So yeah I'm ready to take on anything.... and see some sheep along the way ;)